Awkward goodbye

I'm listening to my ipod and the song, Awkward Goodbye, by Athlete. It's the song that was playing in the car when we left the hospital after Olivia was born.

The song is about losing someone you love, and the chorus really resonated with me at the time:

No one knows how I love you
No one comes even close
Sunlight runs through my veins for you
Oh ohh
 

I remember the flood of emotions that hit me in that moment, and the reality that she was really gone hitting me like a brick wall. It still chokes me up, remembering the everything we went through and how unfair it was. My heart still aches when I think of her...